Meilina Tan

Blogskw...kamu hari ini jadi tempat curhat aq y...kemarin minggu tanggal 22 maret mestinya aq pergi ke kondangan marriednya erik dan dishya...udah janjian dari minggu2 lalu untuk pergi bareng sama mantan aq...karena dia yang tau jalan...dan lagi erik dan dishya teman kita nongkrong bareng...
sesuai janji jam 1 ketemuan...tapi walah2 acara berantakan karena sang mantan berantem dengan sang pacar gara2 gw...wah itu pacarnya sampai lempar gelas beuh...ilfil bgt ngeliatnya...mundur pelan2 meskipun sang mantan yang tenang2 aja ngadepin mantannya malah bilang akan menghubungi secepat mungkin...cuman gak mungkin lah y...

Acara kondangan batal...acara lain tetep jalan dnk...masa bergantung sama dia doank...tapi emang sich aq gak jadi ke pernikahan dishya dan erik...maafkan aq y...cuman keadaan yang gak memungkinkan aku untuk bisa hadir dan ada disitu pas hari berbahagia kalian...cuman mei selalu doa-kan yang terbaik untuk kalian berdua (amin)

Mei pulang dan dijemput teman...kita ke gereja st.theresia...bersama kedua orang tua dan oma-nya...
mei belum pernah ke gereja katholik jadi agak canggung cuma jujur y...rasanya damai banget loh ke rumah ibadah itu...mei bisa berpikir jernih...dan merasa lebih dekat dengan TUHAN...makasih y...mei dikasih kesempatan untuk merasakan hari itu...

Pulang kita mampir dulu di rumah makan mie golek...mei lupa makan dari siang langsung sakit perut...euhhh >.<"
but i'm survive...hohohohoho

Malam itu nongkrong2 dulu dan sang mantan beserta pacarnya telepon dan sms tak berhenti...penat rasanya...ingin rasanya bilang kemereka berhenti ganggu aku...aku baik-baik saja...

Jujur aja aq agak gak suka sama keadaan seperti ini...dan bukan pertama kali kejadian kayak gini kena ke aq...sama mantan aq itu selalu aja ada drama yang gak bisa dihindari...hmphhh mudah2an dengan aq yang gak comment apa2 dan yang gak bales semua message ataupun sms ataupun telp dia...bisa bikin dia sadar k'lo masa lalu cuman masa lalu...life goes on and i'm moving on...

ow iya mei denger lagu ini bagusss banget...liriknya mei masukin ke sini y...

ini rekomendasi lagu dari jen (california)

The best you never had by: Leona Lewis

I was so in love with you
There was nothing i could do
Wouldnt give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me

You said i was the best
Gave your love out the rest
There was nothing i could say
Its going good for me
You say you wanna be with me .. Now

Yeh your telling me that
I am were its at
But i aint havin none of that....

Because i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Coz in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

No, No, No

Its only as a friend,
Baby i dont want revenge,
But if you must know the truth,
What you didnt see in me
Thats what u'll never be nooo,
When your telling me i was always the one,
I feel disareason.

Becuase i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,

But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Coz in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

That was... Good love....My stuff
Thats what you missed out on
My touch... show much we could have
You miss,
My kiss,
My lips,
The love i had for you
Also so long, baby dont it make you sad...

Because i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Cos in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

Because i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Coz in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

Well i will always be the best you never had

The best you never had

Setelah dah gak lama jalan ama daniel and novel...akhirnya kita jalan...ke emporium...mall sebelah pluit junction ^^ lafar...






Mam di food court...suasananya enakkk bgt d ^^ trus kita lanjut dengan ntn bioskop...malak daniel suruh bayar...hihihi...gak apalah demi sahabat2 dia ini...y kan? weq
^^

Kita ntn Accuracy of death...buset tuh film boring abies...yg bikin melek cmn takeshi kaneshiro yg guantenggggg abiesss ^^


Ps: in this pix i was smile while taking pix with a poster of the movie but believe me the movie was NOT GOOD

Mei dan jer berpetualangan di plaza senayan...dimulai dengan membeli tiket push jam 1 dan balls of fury jam 5 sebelum film mulai mei isi perut dengan juice dan double cheese burger...jer kemarin pergi minum sama yesa...jadi agak gak enak badan...bahkan dia blg mungkin bakalan muntah di dalam bioskop...

Anyway first movie starts..and my review is PUSH was a good movie ^^ i like it ^^ and the main actor was HAWT ^^ (he's the one tat play as torch man in the movie "Fantastic four")

Jer gak muntah koq didalam bioskop dan setelah ntn kita makan di pepper lunch ^^ yummy trus kita ke travel agent PANORAMA...untuk cek harga hotel...trus keliling dan minum juice lagi dan keliling lagi...ow jeremy beli kemeja di Point break...toko yang satu itu tampaknya toko kesukaan dia karena toko itu memutar lagu rock dengan kencang...well.waktu itu mereka terus memutar lagu blink 182

and then 2nd movie was Ball of fury very funny movie ^^ LOL of the movie ^^ even there's no hawt guy...the main actor was fugly lol ^^ (well probably tats the point) setelah itu kita keliling lagi dan mei bilang sama jeremy bagaimana kalau kita menybrang ke senayan city? karena saya mau beli sour sally...tapi HUJAN DERAS T_T sedihhhh jeremy langsung bilang...mei kita nonton SEVEN POUNDS yiukkk...akhirnya meng-iya kan dan memaksa dia untuk membayar tiket gw...hehehe the 3rd movie...

SEVEN POUNDS it was good movie...kinda sad...but well isn't it he play as GOD?? i meant its like a suicide mission (which was wrong to commited suicide right?) but the good point is he donate all of his usefull part of body for every persons that deserve it...(nice one) and the thing i like was its all about lucky number 7 ^^ Jadi dalam satu hari itu mei dan jeremy nonton 3 genre film yang berbeda...dibuka dengan action,comedy dan drama...

Berhubung gw beli tiket yg hari sabtu 8 maret 2009...jadi gw bakalan ceritain semua pengalaman dan info-info di hari itu aja... Gw dateng jam 4 sore...kemacetan udah dimulai...gak pernah niat untuk bw mobil sendiri karena parkiran pasti susah mampus...jadi minta supir yg anterin... di dekat pintu masuk antrian meng-gila...diiringi dari sekelompok band jazz "JDS" Pas lagi nyari2 plenary hall...dan shock akan antrian jason mraz yang MENGGILA...bagaikan ular tangga dari no.99 turun ke bawah....nah bayangin aja tuh tangga...ckckckckckc....well pas jam 6 pintu dibuka... Acara gak pake ngaret lama...paling jam 18.05 mulai dah tuh acara...beuh...ada band pembuka...3idol??? well, maaf saya gak gaul untuk ntn indonesian idol...cmn y itu lah para pemenang idol laki2 ber-4 muncul Delon,mike dan 2 orang lagi saya gak tau nama mereka (huah maaf cmn slh satunya main di film kesukaan gw "jago merah") mereka cmn nyanyi satu lagu "indonesia raya" bener2 bingung dmn letak JAZZ di musik itu... ^^ And then Jason Mraz show up....very2 nice person and very talk active to the audiences....gak pake capek tuh artis nyanyi...dari only human,lucky,i'm yours,3little birds,butterfly,trus banyak2 banget lagu2 yg gw gak gt kenal...plus jason mraz sangat kreatif dalam bermusisi...jiwa jazz-nya bener2 bikin gw ngacungin JEMPOL (4 jempol d sm jempol kaki gw) dan dia bagi2 foto polaroid diri dia beserta anggota pemain musik pengiring dia (dmn menurut gw mereka keren banget dan sangat profesional...well they wear batik ^^) hehehehe...and the penutup lagu "make it mine" pas dah ym2 an pake bbb sama maya...janjian d kt untuk ntn RAN... (btw 70% penonton di java jazz pake Blackberry loh...wew keren gak tuh...top2 dah...) Ketemuan sama maya di Exhibition hall B stage 2...RAN main tepat waktu...well gw sm maya cmn dengerin 5 lagu dan kita cabut u/ ntn glenn atribute to chrisye...rencana kaki karena dah pegel2x mw nya duduk aja...cmn DAMN penuhhhhh gak bisa masuk...akhirnya karena beneran penasaran banget sm glenn...bela2in ke bawah...berdiri2 dah...cmn DAMN...pintu masuk aja dah bnyk org...gak bisa gerak...gak bisa liat...OMG T_T aduhhh sedihhhhhhhh Akhirnya gw ama maya putus asa dan memtuskan untuk MAKAN...wahhahaha...pas otw mw keluar ke food hal ada dimaz akira...ntn bntr turs cabut dah...beuh itu panasss bgt y food hall???? depan mata ada j.co plus yogurt...tanpa babibu langsung hajar...nyam2x...lumayan panas2 begini ada yogurt dingin...trus perut masih lapar akhirnya hajar bakmi GM (nyummy) meskipun antrian panjang...tapi cepet loh...krn udah di pack2in ama bagian bakmi GM-nya gak perlu nunggu mereka masak lagi dan cmn ada 3 pilihan...bakmi GM special,bakmi GM special bakso dan nasi goreng... and then perut kenyang hati senang...keliling2x hall bawah liat joeniar arief keliling2x dan pas liat poster...ternyata besok ada grovi jam 3...huahhhh keren gak tuh???...besok tuh acara keren2 banget d...ada tompi..abdul and the coffee theory,vidi aldiano,ecoutez dan maliq n the esentials... huahhh pengen d...cmn kyknya gak ada tiket lagi d...T_T huh....semua sold outtttt T_T well ok now saran2 gw y... 1.Supaya gak nyesel mending beli tiket java jazz paket 3 hari dan k'lo mw murah yang early bird...karena banyak banget artis2 yang manggung di java jazz ini...plus bisa puasss ntnnya... cthnya kyk hari ini ecoutez main pas jason mraz manggung...k'lo kita punya tiket besok kita bisa deh ntn ecoutez buat besok...krn ecoutez manggung untuk 2 hari...hari sabtu dan minggu (acoustic) 2.Memory camera lo harus BANYAK...karena lo gak mw rugi kan untuk dapet foto2 atau video2 artis2 jazz kesayangan lo? 3.Be stylish...ini wajib bgt d...secara semua yg dateng tuh keren2 dan cantik2 banget...wah seruuu banget d...dari yang muda sampai orang tua tapi berjiwa muda...patut untuk diacungin jempol ^^ 4.Harus punya map dan jadwal...well k'lo gak punya juga gak papa sih...karena td gw ada liat stand khusus...mereka jual jadwal dan map...seharga 20rb... 5.Bawa duit lebih y...karena makanan dan minuman disini harga nya HEBOH...plus...banyak stand2 yg jual barang2 unik loh...dari poster jazz...kaos2 keren ampe music store ada disini... sepertinya itu aja yang mw gw bagi dalam java jazz 2009 ini...well jujur ini java jazz yang pertama kali gw datengin dan gw acungin jempol untuk semua-nya bener2 teratur...cmn y mungkin foodhall aja yang lebih dikasih angin gitu...krn tadi ada yang pingsan di food hall...bisa lo bayangin gak tuh?? hmphhh... well saran dan kritik selalu diterima kan ^^ untuk kemajuan juga koq ^^ well i had fun today and next year i'll go to java jazz again and will report it again... keep on jazzing people ^^

ps: i like this page...under me...its a 10 tips to watch JAVA JAZZ (very useful for me) http://otakiphan.wordpress.com/2009/02/27/top-ten-tips-nonton-java-jazz-2009/

Straitjacketfeeling by All American Rejects


Back me down from backing up
Hold your breath now it's stacking up
Etched with marks, but I can deal
And you're the problem and you can't feel
Try this on, Straitjacket Feeling
so maybe I won't be alone
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me again

Trust you is just one defense
off a list of others, you don't make sense
Beg me time and time again
to take you back now, but you can't win
Take back now, my life you're stealing

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you

And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away

Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all I ever thought you'd be
That face is tearing holes in me
but today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you
And all the things you put me through
I'm holding on by letting go of you






My fav.Quote

"Take back now, my life you're stealing
Yesterday was hell
But today I'm fine without you
Run away this time without you..."


Kamu dan aq tak dapat memutar waktu...tak dapat lagi memperbaiki semua kesalahan kita...
Kamu dan aq hanya masa lalu...kamu dan aq tak dapat bersatu...
aku berharap kamu dan aku sukses untuk kedepannya...keep contact y nyong...

meskipun sekarang rumit untuk bisa berkata aku telah melupakanmw...tapi aku tau satu hal..."i'm fine without you..."

"And when that memory slips away
There'll be a better view from here
And only lonesome you remains
and just the thought of you I fear
it falls away"

Damn...laptop gw harus direcovery gara2 ada virus namanya "TROJAN" huffff....

anyway skrg gw dah bisa ol lagi...bisa fb-an lagi dan bisa meneruskan blog gw ini...^^
cmn masih blom bisa main the sims2 nih...gara2 disk program sims2 yg pertama gak tau gw taruh mana...huaaaaaaaaaaa...dasar berantakan...huh

btw 3 days from now was JAZZ nite di senayan...jason mraz perform hari ini dan besok...kebetulan gw dapet yg besok...hope all doing GREAT!!!
Happy jazz-ing around people....