Meilina Tan

Blogskw...kamu hari ini jadi tempat curhat aq y...kemarin minggu tanggal 22 maret mestinya aq pergi ke kondangan marriednya erik dan dishya...udah janjian dari minggu2 lalu untuk pergi bareng sama mantan aq...karena dia yang tau jalan...dan lagi erik dan dishya teman kita nongkrong bareng...
sesuai janji jam 1 ketemuan...tapi walah2 acara berantakan karena sang mantan berantem dengan sang pacar gara2 gw...wah itu pacarnya sampai lempar gelas beuh...ilfil bgt ngeliatnya...mundur pelan2 meskipun sang mantan yang tenang2 aja ngadepin mantannya malah bilang akan menghubungi secepat mungkin...cuman gak mungkin lah y...

Acara kondangan batal...acara lain tetep jalan dnk...masa bergantung sama dia doank...tapi emang sich aq gak jadi ke pernikahan dishya dan erik...maafkan aq y...cuman keadaan yang gak memungkinkan aku untuk bisa hadir dan ada disitu pas hari berbahagia kalian...cuman mei selalu doa-kan yang terbaik untuk kalian berdua (amin)

Mei pulang dan dijemput teman...kita ke gereja st.theresia...bersama kedua orang tua dan oma-nya...
mei belum pernah ke gereja katholik jadi agak canggung cuma jujur y...rasanya damai banget loh ke rumah ibadah itu...mei bisa berpikir jernih...dan merasa lebih dekat dengan TUHAN...makasih y...mei dikasih kesempatan untuk merasakan hari itu...

Pulang kita mampir dulu di rumah makan mie golek...mei lupa makan dari siang langsung sakit perut...euhhh >.<"
but i'm survive...hohohohoho

Malam itu nongkrong2 dulu dan sang mantan beserta pacarnya telepon dan sms tak berhenti...penat rasanya...ingin rasanya bilang kemereka berhenti ganggu aku...aku baik-baik saja...

Jujur aja aq agak gak suka sama keadaan seperti ini...dan bukan pertama kali kejadian kayak gini kena ke aq...sama mantan aq itu selalu aja ada drama yang gak bisa dihindari...hmphhh mudah2an dengan aq yang gak comment apa2 dan yang gak bales semua message ataupun sms ataupun telp dia...bisa bikin dia sadar k'lo masa lalu cuman masa lalu...life goes on and i'm moving on...

ow iya mei denger lagu ini bagusss banget...liriknya mei masukin ke sini y...

ini rekomendasi lagu dari jen (california)

The best you never had by: Leona Lewis

I was so in love with you
There was nothing i could do
Wouldnt give me the time of day
Now you wanna be with me
You say you wanna be with me

You said i was the best
Gave your love out the rest
There was nothing i could say
Its going good for me
You say you wanna be with me .. Now

Yeh your telling me that
I am were its at
But i aint havin none of that....

Because i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Coz in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

No, No, No

Its only as a friend,
Baby i dont want revenge,
But if you must know the truth,
What you didnt see in me
Thats what u'll never be nooo,
When your telling me i was always the one,
I feel disareason.

Becuase i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,

But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Coz in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

That was... Good love....My stuff
Thats what you missed out on
My touch... show much we could have
You miss,
My kiss,
My lips,
The love i had for you
Also so long, baby dont it make you sad...

Because i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Cos in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

Because i told you , you would look to regret it ,
Now i thought it would make it you feel bad,
But when it comes to me just forget it,
Ill be the best you never had,
You put me through so many emotions,
Now baby its besides the fact,
Coz in your empty heart i left a mark,
The best you never had.

Well i will always be the best you never had

The best you never had